The speaker foresees potential future scenarios, such as becoming a guardian or foster parent for a child she has worked with, or taking on a loved one's child due to unforeseen circumstances.
"at some later date in life I might not say oh like like let's say I've been working with a child for a very long time maybe I want to become a guardian of that child maybe I want to foster a child maybe something God forbid happens to a loved one in my life and I have to take on a child like life is long right famously and these things can happen"
